saythatyoureintome - i've been feeling so lonely lately. i feel like i can't be alone for two seconds or my thoughts and nerves will get to me and i'll feel like i'm going to puke, yet i've been alone all day. i just got my first job yesterday. it makes me so anxious and i feel like i'm going to have a mental breakdown. i feel like there there's only one good, stable thing in my life right now and he means sososo much to me. i don't even know.